Oh lord, another meltdown by alky boy.
not one word of you post has any truth to it
You are the one that said that you are a used car salesman, like to smoke weed, own six rental houses, know how to speak Polish fluently, were a captain on a fishing boat in Florida, have a bicycle that goes 60 mph, don't live in Chicago, drink beer every day in access, spent two weeks in Hawaii but never took any pictures, how wealthy you are and all the rest of the other b.s. you come up with.
Its no wonder you have such an inferiority complex that causes you to drink yourself into drunken stupors and Snitch on your friends by back stabbing them.
Since you are having trouble coping let me give you the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. 1-800-273-Talk (8255)
Don't be ashamed to call it and get some help before you do something that you can't take back.
Alcohol and drugs are a bad combination joker.
As much of a prick you are we would hate to lose you here.