Keep at it, although sounds as if you might prefer something in sports, even sports reporting.
I am interested in sport but I find it difficult to write about it. I either want to be involved in it in some way [probably coaching since it is a bit late to be a pro] or not involved. I find it difficult to watch from the sidelines, not be involved and just write about it.
I was once told that sport and many other journalistic topics are overflown with people who write on those particular subjects. The best way to break in to journalism at some decent level is to write about a niche topic that is hardly every reported on or written about. It is difficult to find one of those that interest me though.
I also want to make a comment on benefits in this country. That comment is, I can understand why people would go on them. I am not sure how it is in Poland [I heard that you can get 'zasiłki' for some time but it is supposed to be very little and only for a limited time, I might be wrong.] or in the USA. In Britain I know a lot of people just use it to do nothing but think about it. A lot of the people who are often not quite as skilled as others, have the choice of doing a crap job with very little pay where they get treated badly and given the worst stuff to do, or do absolutely nothing and get a similar amount [particularly if they have a family]. What would you choose with that sort of an option? I know many people would rather do something than nothing but I also know some people cannot stand their job so much and only keep going for the money that they need. Not only that but what if you try, try and try again and cannot get any job? Why feel guilty about benefits? You have to live right? I am not on benefits [I cannot be since I am a student] but my previously very, and I mean, very negative opinion of benefits, is not so bad now. I know some people still take the piss and do not want to ever find work, but others have no choice or just want to keep some dignity. They would rather stay on the benefits until they get a better job than be treated like snot at Burger King or somewhere else, working with [usually young] idiots who mess about in the back.