get hounded by some retard or do some retards dirty work like...Where he literally could do it himself
Who is he?
Was he a co-worker? Then yes you should have complained to a supervisor or owner that a co-worker was trying to have you do their work for them.
But if he was a supervisor or owner then that person has a right to have you do the work that needs to get done.
That is what being employed is about. You agree to perform tasks in exchange for money.
Employees who expect to get paid are not in a position to argue with a boss as to why the boss could be doing the work.
Again, I tried so what do you want me to do if nothing is working?
Cast your net wider. Maybe the jobs you want are oversubscribed with applicants who are much younger, more talented, and are willing to get paid less.
At your age you will have to look at other types of work. The easiest ones to get are the ones anyone can do but no one else wants to do. Those types of jobs offer job security in their own way and often don't pay too bad either. You will have to figure out what those jobs are where you live or be willing to move to where they are.
You can still maintain your other interests as either a hobby or side work if something comes your way.
They wont even give me the reasons why.
They don't have to so don't worry about it. Would you really want to work with people like that anyway?
Your real concern should be what are you going to do if within a few years or even a few months the safety net you currently are being provided by people in your life is taken away because they are either unable or unwilling to help you any more.
i despise having to feed, bathe, groom, clothe, and hydrate myself.
I said before you don't want to work. And now you admit it is even worse than that and you don't even want to move an inch.
So of course no one is going to hire you. You won't even take care of yourself.